Some people wonder why I write all these poems
I have wondered to when I'm sitting at home
But I know the reason and it is this
I write them because of a man that I miss
I miss him because he's not really mine
So I cannot have him all of the time
I live with this torture day and day out
I live with this feeling and I have no doubt
That one day he will leave and alone again I'll be
Living with a husband that is no company
So that's why I write all of these poems
I hope one day he'll find them and never will roam
But that's not reality that's for sure
How do I fix this there is no cure
To remove all this feeling and love for you
Would finally fix things for me and you to
So I once again could love my spouse
Even though he doesn't care and is never in the house
That's why I say, he's no company at all
He's never home and never answers when I call
He's mean and he's rude and cold and cruel
I loved him and waited for him, so long I'm a fool
Game Over
I know now that I must close this chapter
Of my life with you, here goes all my laughter
I have loved you good and loved you strong
But I'm realizing now that, YOU don't belong
It's not me that is out of place, it is you
So go now and stop making me this fool
How could you just play all these foolish games with me?
When all I wanted was us, to be a We
I know you didn't love me or really even care
But you could have just faked it, but that made you scared
Now I sit here and wonder why I am such a cluck
And I realize now I'm good for nothing but a fuck
And that's what you did you fucked me good
And I shouldn't have loved you and I wish I never could
But now this feeling I just cannot deny
It don't go away this fucked up feeling inside
Its all because of you my life is now screwed
And tonight your attitude was just harsh and crude
But one day you'll see that I'm not that bad
I really could have loved you isn't that sad
You made me feel like no one before
Until tonight you made that comment about a whore
That made me think was it directed at me
If so then your blind and you could never see
Cause I'm far from a whore it is you that I love
I think that your perfect and its you I cant get enough of
But I guess I cannot have you its just not right
So I guess I'll say fuck it and call it a night
Your passed out on the floor where I was gonna sleep
And I went in the bathroom and all I did was weep
I wept for the moments you made me feel so good
I never want you to go I don't think I could
Handle that and my hearts going to break
Please understand don't think I'm a flake
I cannot help it this way that I feel
My heart is so weak its nothing like steel
So please just know I have loved you for a long time
My heart has been stolen and it is a crime
I wish I could just lock you up and throw away the key
And have you forever and ever with me
But I know that I cannot so I must end this
I could go on forever cause you are my bliss
I love you my sweetheart I will for always
And I hope you always remember me and think of me everyday!!!
That's not to much to ask for
